I was just writing my thoughts out because it helps me from being so deep in my feelings

Shiann. • Chloe`s Mommy 🎀

I remember I sat on that floor in the dark and I cried and cried and cried I didn't want to eat I didn't want to shower I didn't want to do anything but be by myself I was pregnant and wasn't taking care of myself or my baby because I felt depressed I've never in my life been so hurt and sick to my stomach before he abandoned me at the most vulnerable time in my life how can I let one person make me feel like that he abandoned me while I was pregnant with the child he begged for I begun to question myself I thought I wasn't good enough I thought I wasn't pretty I've never in my life felt so weak before that happened when I was 2/3 months pregnant..... here I am now 8 months pregnant and I'm starting to feel a ounce of happiness again I'm still hurting but I'm beginning to feel confident beautiful and strong I love myself and I love my daughter so much.... so many times I wish I can rewind and erase him but if that was the case I wouldn't be blessed with my daughter being pregnant has helped me sooooo much words can't describe

*excuse the grammatical errors I was just typing away*