Ever since then 😩 , Do u feel this way too

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Ever since I got sexually assaulted by my mom's boyfriend and sexually molested by my cousin... I am truly tramitized 😩 .. I hate being alone with like a guy teacher .. I hate being alone with my uncle or alone with any male period! I am tramitized so bad ... I wanna get help because every male or adult male I'm around I feel like I'm gonna get assaulted or molested and I feel uncomfortable ... anybody else feel this way too 😩 !!