If only my dreams could become reality 😩

I really want a baby but my boyfriend said that he doesn't feel ready. I had a miscarriage in August and he kept saying "I guess God doesn't want me to be a dad right now." I had a dream about a baby boy and he was absolutely beautiful and I just feel this strong connection to him. I just love him so much already. I think about him all the time now and I have prayed about him asking God if I could see him again in my dreams. I just wish my boyfriend didn't want to wait. I really want to see my little boy. 😔😭