Boyfriends suicidal dont know what to do?

Peyton

Ok..this topic might get a little crazy but first im going to start out with why im with this guy. I met a certain guy when i was really young and we've known each other for 5 years. We fell in love and everything and we even want to get married. But the thing is..he cant marry me..his parents are choosing for him. :( i was so sad. I cried alot. Hes going a "plan" to stop this tradition. But if it does not work then im going to be extremely heartbroken. So i decided that i have to let go..try and fall in love with someone else. So a while later i met a guy named michael. Hes super sweet. Kind of everything i was looking for.. i was starting to fall in love until one day he sent me a picture. Or a drawing. It disturbed me so much..he drew a hand that had cuts in it with pills and a knife next to it. I told him it scared me a bit and he said "i draw what i feel" so i tried talking to him and telling him about my experiences with depression..but he wouldnt listen. He automatically cut me off and said "bye..." i was so scared.. i knew for a fact tho he wasnt dead. (I have clairaudience) but his sister texted me that he was in the hospital and he was going to be just fine. This made me so scared..and i dont know what to do. It brought me back into depression and i dont know if i want to be in the relationship anymore (bc i dont know if i can handle this) he refuses help in anyway. And wont even listen to me.. do i stay in the relationship? Or get out of it? If i get out of it then i feel like hes going to be even MORE harmful to himself. Please reply ASAP!!