Dear guy,

I can’t even say your name. I can’t think, I can’t move on, nothing. Ever since that day were I said no and you pushed the boundaries I can’t be myself. Ever since that day I have hid every emotion and every thing related to that. You ruined me. I can’t do anything in my life without having this feeling of depression and sadness. You ruined all my next relationships. You ruined sex and love. You ruined everything and made me scared of something I shouldn’t be scared of. And you still have no clue what you’ve done to me. You won’t bring me down. And I will get through it with the support of my loved one. You will NOT WIN! You will never win because i am strong. I will get through it.