I feel guilty

Laine

So I have the baby blues. but like borderline not healthy baby blues. With the app I've always justed used it to keep track of my period. well this is the first time i plotted out to have sex atlest once during ovulation. I don't tell my boyfriend these things. he dosent really want to try for a baby. he wants sex to be fun. well I want a baby sooo much that I feel guilty for going out of my way to have sex during this time. I don't think I've ever tried to "time" it. I can't be the only one who's gone through this or felt like this. I hope, what is the chance of getting pregnant the one time I actually timed it.