So I can’t stop thinking about my ex boyfriend I broke up with him a month ago because he was super controlling me

And my life but I miss him so much

Am 5 days away from my period

And all I keep thinking about is him

I feel so weak

I stalked him on WhatsApp and he was last seen couple of days ago and his phone is off( I told my friend to call him from unknown number I didn’t call )

Am so worried about him even though he’s 30 😩😩😩

I don’t know what to do really

I hate this feeling

Also maybe because I still didn’t get a job and am staying home so I got so much free time to over think

Am telling myself whatever job offer I get I’ll accept it just to get out of this mood :(

I was okay for almost 3 weeks but this last week I couldn’t stop thinking about him

Am also mad because if he really misses me and wants me back he could’ve tried

But he didn’t

And now here I am waiting for him to go online just so I can relax and make sure he’s fine

Am sorry I just wanted to share how I feel 😭😭😭😭😭