I miscarried in late August but I didn't know I was pregnant until then. I had complications from it and had to get a d & c and then had more bleeding that they don't really know much about. Anyways I got my first period since then and felt like I was having another miscarriage. I told my boyfriend and he said "well it's not mine this time" (we're in an open relationship and he knows that I slept with 2 other guys). That really hurt as I was in a lot of pain and I was really scared and didn't know what was going on. He didn't check on me afterwards so I text him this "I'm fine btw thanks for asking". His response was "I'm driving babe. I just stopped" I didn't respond to him and then he messaged me saying that he loved me and what not. I was doing a lot better after the miscarriage until I had a dream that I gave birth to a baby boy. I fell back into a deep depression after that. I've also recently had two more dreams that I was taking a pregnancy test and they were positive. My boyfriend doesn't even want kids right now and I can't talk to him about this because all he'll say is that he isn't ready yet. It's just really upsetting and I want to try and move forward and focus on school and all but it's hard and I just don't know how.