ugh i feel shitty.

so i just ended it with this guy i gave my virginity to today. i feel like shit. it was my decision to end it because it wasn't going anywhere. like he wouldn't talk to me but post on social media and then drunk text me that he loves me. and now he's just posting on snap like how could he not be sad? its just annoying. like multiple times guys have ended things with me, and i was sad. now i end it, and the guy isn't even sad and im the one who is again? im always the one who gets hurt in the end i swear. i am so upset ): how could he not be upset.