Pcos fucking sucks.

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I can't stand pcos anymore. I'm out of control with my weight again. Everything about my body is pissing me off, I've been going to the gym for 5 months now, and I was 194.3 I'm eating out of control, my cravings are absolutely terrible, my acne is terrible, my body is disgusting & I just don't love myself. I'm emotional, I'm torn apart, my sex drive is finally high. But I don't feel confident in clothes anymore, I need to go shopping for new clothes. Like legit start over. With everything. I need a shopping spree. I just gotta save up for it, & lose weight in the process. I've honestly never felt so destroyed in my life. Please comment motivational things for pcos strugglers!!😔😭