LDR struggle

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Idk if I'm losing interest because we can't see each other as often or the fact that I'm talking to another close guy friend just as often. It's a dangerous situation but the other guy I grew up with and our families are close. My boyfriend is a great man and probably only one of the few willing to date a military gal and travel to her. I feel so lost and confused emotionally. I wish I could just be with two people at once