Today I feel different. I don't really feel the need too talk too you. And you noticed it because you asked. Whenever I opened my mouth, No matter what I say and said, you answer back like you're annoyed, saying my name all disgusted, pointing fingers at me making me feel like I'm always ruining the day, your day. There has been times where you wanted too leave me. And for some reason I wanted you too stay. And you would stay... You told me 'one more fight, and it's over, get me mad one more time and I'm leaving you, one more argument and we're done.' And honestly the past few days I thought about those words you said.. I thought about what made you say that too me.. And you really have been getting mad over the most smallest, petty things ever. I can't ask you 'Wyd', 'where are you Going', 'who's with you', without you exploding on me. And those are The questions you ask me from time to time. I have to choose my words carefully with you, I'm walking on eggshells too make you happy. Knowing that your anger and yelling isn't making me happy. Me walking on eggshells isn't making Me happy. But yet, I'm doing my all to make you happy? that makes me sick. So that's why today, I'm writing this. To remind me that, I do deserve better than you. I dont need you, but i wanted you. And now that im opening up my eyes, I dont want you either. I barely talked too you today, And I didn't feel a single thing. But it made you feel like why aren't I speaking too you like I usually do. well because, I'm done walking on eggshells trying to make YOU happy, when it's not making me happy. I heard u talking to girls from the background, laughing with everyone and I didn't care for once. I did my makeup got dressed went to the mall and went shopping. And it felt amazing. I wasn't thinking about u at all. For once u were. because u seen on ur phone I didnt call u once, didnt text u once, nothing. im home now, youre at work. Today actually felt good. It actually did. No worries, No stress, no anger, just me focusing in my own little world. And I'm not planning in staying in ur world any longer. After how I felt today, I won't forget it. And I hope that you see, i am better off without u. like u always told me.