So i guess im not the only one who goes thur their partners phone, when my husband and I were dating we had problems with social media all the time! Well at least with all his sm accounts. Finally when we got married he gave me access to his phone, me giving him my phone has never been a problem.

Last month we got in an argument cause someone was calling him she ended up saying she was his girlfriend so what he did clearly to avoid any further questions he deleted all social media Instagram Facebook Snapchat and whats app. I thought it was not necessary but I let him do it anyway. A couple weeks ago he decided to get Facebook whatsapp Instagram back he even kept himself logged in from my phone "to make me feel more secure" but he did not get Snapchat back so it got me thinking 💭 i don't even know the password for his Snapchat so tonight a while ago i decided to hack his account i logged myself into his email and changed the password.

Surpriseeeeeeee !!!!!

I found that he was logged in yesterday talking to some random girl calling her "mi amor" (we are Latin) and sending each other i would say love snaps! I took her Snapchat i don't even know why!!! But i added her

I've always tried to please him in all sorts of ways! Sexually financially and emotionally.

Tonight got me thinking maybe im just not enough for him i do not have a perfectly shaped body and I am not the most beautiful girl out there. But one thing i can say is that i am loving and caring. I suppose and God knows i am loyal. Because i love him. We have only been married a year and it has been the hardest year. I always find myself fighting (not verbally or physically) but emotionally to get the respect i know i deserve. But it has been hard and I'm getting tired. Ive tried talking, Ive tried crying, Ive tried ignoring, i don't get mad cause i can't but name it I've tried.

I've asked if he thinks we should go back to what we were ( even though i don't want to ) but he do want to. Once i tried to get him to sign divorce papers cause with all the pain in my heart i was willing to let go he cried and bagged me not to leave.

So what is it i should do? I find myself so lost and confused. Any suggestions I would be more than grateful!!