this TWW omg!

Huesman • Mom to 2 boys (13,10) ,👼👼👼👼 and a princess (4/6/20)🎀

So hubby and I are new at this TTC thing. Our two boys (11 and 9) were BC Uh oh babies. This our first cycle and He s all sitting back all calm waiting to see if AF comes tomorrow and I'm sitting here on my hands to keep from testing. I broke down and tested twice 8 and 9 dpo with BFN. But I'm a little confused. MY CM turned clear today, has been white last couple days. If AF is coming shouldn't be it be white? Trying really hard not to test yet.