Neeeervvvvvooooouuuussssss

So my boyfriend and I have been going out to the desert since we were kids. We both go out with our grandparents. We haven’t gone out there in 2 1/2 years. We’ve been dating for around a 1 1/2 years. I’m nervous we’ll not nervous just anxious. I want him to go out sooooo bad but his dad is kinda an ass sometimes. We go camping in the same place every summer at the same time but for the last 2 summers his dad has changed there dates so we aren’t together up there. And idk if I can last a week without talk to him. And I barely get to see him. We go to different schools and live 40 mins from each other. I just dont know how to stay calm and not be anxious.