Stressed out 😭😴😩😩! To the max!

We been trying for two and half years for a little one, started doing test waiting for results before they do a pelvic ultrasound, my dr said keep trying in the means time, my opk is pretty dark so by tonight I believe it will turn positive and my fiancé doesn’t want to have a sex today! Stressed out to the max trying mostly because I want this month to be it! Here’s my calendar today my opk that I believe will be positive later how do you guy do it!!!!!😭😭😭😭