giving up

7 days late. Dr called and blood work came back negative. I guess I don’t know my body anymore. I felt pregnant until last night all the cramps and feeling sick just went away. I feel like I just hit by a bus. I had given up on trying and then this happened and gave me hope and that hope is now gone. I feel numb inside knowing I let my guard down this one this time and my body let me down. I can’t continue to go through this hurt anymore. I’m done trying for good. Having another child is all I wanted for the longest time. But now I see that it’ll never happen for me.