I'm I the only one??

IRMA

ttc, will be my 5th, I'm 42years old have a 26 yrs , 21 yrs ,17yrs from previous marriage, from this marriage we have a 8 months old little girl, and ttc our last one i know it's risky since i have 4 c sections and had the tubal reversal December 2015,had a chemical pregnancy march 2016, tired of everybody saying i shouldn't, I'm praying for another baby and have faith everything is going to be ok. no rude comments please