Scared of Motherhood

I am 32 and have been wanting to have kids for years (been married for 7yrs) and since I have been trying to conceive, I get these fears. I have fears that I won’t enjoy having kids or that I will get PND. I have worked with other people’s children for the last 8 years and I absolutely love children but I can’t help but fear motherhood!! Is that normal? I walked away from childcare this year and since then I can’t imagine working in childcare again and now these fears come and go! :(

Fearfully anticipating,

Sarah