So I’ve been able to talk to my crush a little bit but today in math class we were partners. I totally ended up blanking out on the last question and I started to become and apologetic, nervous mess because I thought we were the last people done with the test. We ended up being second. 😳😖😅

That was so embarrassing and I thought I’d made a fool of myself. We ended up talking again in jazz band because he jokingly volunteered me for improvising during a song. And later he thought I was glaring at him when I was actually making a concerned face because the other bassist seemed to be a measure ahead than the others. I told him that I wasn’t and he seemed glad? My friend who sat in the same section as us (trumpets sit next to me) and was like, “GET IT!!” And I’m so worried if he’s found out. She says that he’s still clueless and I know I’m being an overly-concerned teen but I. Just. Can’t. Deal.

Does he think I’m a weirdo? A creep? Does he know? I can’t seem to get those questions out of my head. At least he seems to be able to talk to me?? Helppppppp

😖😱😫😳😭😅😞