Overthinking

So tonight my boyfriend just randomly says we gotta get a dildo so you can practice deep throat because (I don't like deep throating) and he was like you the only one that don't do it and I was like what tf you just say and he was like I mean like with my exes like my ex Brittany (girl before me) (then he has the nerve to say no shade)...how to deep throat .. and when he said that I just got mad .. is that a normal reaction? .. I just don't even wanna give him head anymore because I feel like I'm not good as her or he comparing me to her 😩 it never fails that he makes me feel like shit