I can't fucking take it.

In convinced my boyfriend either A. hates having sex with me. B. hates sex in general. or C. isnt attracted to me.

The first time we did it it was great! He was passionate, sexy, caring. It was wonderful. Since then it feels like its a chore to him. It almost feels like I have to beg him. I always have to do something first and it either results in him just getting a BJ or hand job and im left high and dry.

Everytime his excuse is "I'm not a sexual person" or "I'm not in the mood". Everyone ive ever been with weve always had sex on a regular basis. I feel disgusting having to ask him for sex. Am I not good enough for him? Am I being an asshole? Am I wrong for feeling like this?