I haven’t slept in days

I’ve written about my situation before, since my baby has breathing problems and I’ve taken her to several hospitals and doctors and they tell me it’s reflex, I don’t sleep I watch her she can change color at any time. I live with my mom and my baby Daddy isn’t allowed over, but my mom has lately been a bitch I bought her a phone case and boots that she wanted to show how thankful I am of her and later that day I started crying my situation is overwhelming to me so I guess I’m becoming depressed and my mom says that I better snap out of it because she’ll report me and say I’m an unfit mother so she can keep my baby. She used to watch her so I could sleep and now she doesn’t or even let me eat it’s been days since I’ve ate or slept my mind is playing games on me, I’ve recently thought about leaving maybe i am an unfit mother maybe this was all my fault.. I’m in pain I can’t take this anymore and my mom tries to take my baby away from me during the day but she’ll say the baby wants her or I’m stupid and can’t do anything or I hope the neighbors report you just because she cries but mind you she cries because she’s hungry and I’m holding her making her bottle so it does take a while.. I need help and I don’t know what to do anymore