I want to hear my baby's heart beat already !

I found out i was pregnant September 10 ... went to my first appointment on the 27 no ultrasound 💔 .... then ended up changing clinics due to my family having bad news about that doctor so I didn't feel comfortable ... now I'm waiting to see if I'll get accepted or not and weeks have gone by and more will until I will be able to make an appointment in this clinic if I do get accepted... it's driving nuts 😣 ... i feel like I'm missing out in so much ! on my baby 💔 ...