Changing my mind on kids..

Growing up I always wanted to be a mum, I idolised stay at home mummas.

Towards my later teens I decided I didn’t want kids. Especially with the two contributing factors of 1. My doctor has told my it may be difficult and 2 (the major). My partner of 8 years has never wanted children, and has made that very clear.

Now in my mid 20s I am wanting a baby more and more.

I’ve raised this to my partner who is adamant he doesn’t want to have children, and that he is worried this will break us up.

I am so stuck, I love my partner and he would make an amazing dad but I would never force him into something he doesn’t want. plus, what if I left him and couldn’t get pregnant and ruined that relationship for a baby I don’t even have.

What would you do?