Stress in the TWW

Hi ladies. I don't really have a question, just looking to relieve some feelings. I'm only about 5 DPO, but yesterday my grandfather passed away. I'm sad and stressed and trying real hard to put the TWW out of my mind or even give up on the idea of being pregnant this month because I know stress can affect it. But it's hard and I feel guilty for feeling extra sad/stressed for giving up on this month instead of just focusing on my grandfather. Anyone have experience with grief/stress while TTC?