When someone in your year says they're having a party open to our year to reply if you want to come and then says wait don't want to be rude or anything but I've got other people I know who want to come and it would be awkward for you so maybe don't come.

Like if you really don't want me to come just say and make me feel as bad as I normally do like I get that you invite most people but just because I'm not in the popular group I don't get to come ok fine!

Thanks for letting me rant a little.