The love of my life

In the end it's not about you or me, it's about us. I really do love you. I do need you. you're my sun, my moon and all my stars. you were my whole damn sky. you were and always will be my bestfriend, my homie, ride or die, and the love of my life. ya know, I used to think we would last forever, ha, I guess not. you were that missing piece that I needed and when you left, you took that with you. I lost a piece of myself when I lost you, you're still the most important person in my life and I miss you so much already. you're the one I want, that one I need, the one I have to have to succeed. I'm sorry for the pain I caused you. all the heartache and hard times. I love you so much, and I needed you... maybe I still do, you were my sun on a rainy day, you were my everything and I went from having everything to having nothing, in an hour. you're my whole world, baby. you could make me forget that my father's a druggie and doesn't care about anything but himself, you made me forget all my problems. you made me feel special, worthy, like a queen. you made me smile when I felt like dying, I know this is different for both of us, it's just so hard on me. I will do anything to be with you. you're perfect for me were like two puzzle pieces perfectly fit together to match. it was so hard for me to trust you because I didn't want to be hurt again. but eventually I did, and I still do. you never hurt me and meant it. and I hope you never do. and I never meant to hurt you and I'm so fucking sorry if I did. but, thank you.. for everything... I love you

forever yours,