dear A

your my best friend and most of the time i'm so thankful that we made it through all the drama and depression and general shit to be where we are today. I love you. your the best friend i could ask for.

recently though i feel like you invent shadows. your afraid to be happy and that scares me because I'm only just starting to see the sun again and i don't want to lose it, or you. I'm begging you to take my hand and follow me into the sunlight. please we've worked so hard for this all that's left is a leap of faith. it's scary I know but isn't that part of what makes life so beautiful the thrills and chills the sunny summer mornings and the rainy autumn nights it's all so amazing i want to experience it all; but i'm not sure i want to do it without you. so please, please take my hand. let's get out of this tiny room we've been locked in for so long and let's go explore.