Emotions all over the place

I had my 2nd FET on Wednesday (10/11). My husband and I felt really good on transfer day. Everyone, nurses and our doctor, were in really good spirits and it made for a pleasant procedure. We went for breakfast afterwards and the weather was perfect. We both felt at peace. I’m now 4dp5dt and I’m starting to get that overwhelming nervous feeling. My first transfer ended in a chemical pregnancy and I’m terrified that it will happen again. It’s not a stressed terrified, but just a quick moment and then I tell myself my affirmations. My body will accept this baby, this baby will grow, I will stay pregnant.

I’m not noticing any crazy symptoms, a tiny amount of bleeding on Friday mixed with CM that lasted for a minute. I’m praying that it was implantation bleeding. I’ve never had that before. Some cramping, nothing to ride home about.

Just needed to get my thoughts out there. Any cycle buddies that can relate?