RANT- sorry. It’s really long

So, today I had a day off from my new job which has rarely been happening and I was cool with hanging out but I really wanted to go to Victoria’s Secret. So, I had asked my boyfriend if we could go and he said yeah but he asked why and was pretty negligent and so I got ready and I just kinda sat there. A few hours goes by and I get him some pizza and I’m being super nice and patient doing everything he asks and I didn’t want to bug him but I put it in conversation a few times and he just sat there watching football which for the most part, doesn’t bother me. But TODAY I JUST WANTED TO GO TO ONE STORE. Mind you. I watch every game anytime with him. ESPECIALLY SUNDAYS which is my only day off. He wanted to go get a tv so I jumped up and went with him and I just followed him around for about an hour in the store trying to help his undecided self and then we go do a few more things and then we pull up to the mall and it’s closed. He laughs and is asking why I’m upset. Well the past few days he’s been super selfish while I’m out doing a job I hate because it’s what’s going to help us financially. So I’ve been pissy and I feel like i have the right to be! Im always super freaking considerate and follow him like a freaking puppy in hopes that he’ll do what I want since every time I’m good he tells me that he might do it and I really only want one thing but he’s just uncomfortable and not ready to do it and I’m trying to respect that, I REALLY AM. But it’s hard and he ends up just saying “well it was a great day for me. I got pizza and was able to watch football and that’s what I need more of.” And finally we’re in bed and what we always do I asked if we could and he goes “I’m too tired.” And so I get upset and he goes “I’m not in the mood and there’s no way I’m doing it now.” And I’m just beside myself. I’m getting so frustrated and I got off the bed and he said I was “so extra” but I just can’t freaking win. I try so hard for nothing in return. It’s seriously getting ridiculous.