Just broke up with him

Me and my boyfriend have been dating, well had, for 2 years but he recently moved states away and we tried to long distance thing but it was hard. I knew it was going to be hard from the beginning but we tried to make it work. But I guess it just got to be too much for him. Last week he didn't answer my texts of worry cause he wasn't texting and he finally answered yesterday he told me he was fine. But he was acting weird. Today I finally got the courage to ask him, if he still wanted to be with me. Not only cause of how he went mia for a week or cause he was acting weird but cause also when he had been coming to visit he'd changed too. He would tell me I held his hand too much or he wouldn't kiss me and he'd rarely even hug me. Well he ended up telling me his parents had been talking bad about me and my family and he had started to believe what they were saying. I knew breaking up would be hard and painful but I thought it would be nothing compared to how I've been feeling since this started going bad. Now not even an hour later I'm here still crying my eyes out wanting so badly to just text him and ask him if we can just forget the breakup and stay together cause he told me he still wants to be together too. But we both don't think it'd be right to stay together but that doesn't stop me from wanting to text him. I know I shouldn't but it's so hard. I know I'll get through it but I just don't know how I will. I don't have many people to talk to about this and I just had to get all of this out. For those who read this thank you for reading through it all. There's so much more I could talk about regarding this but then this post would be too long. I do want to talk about it though so if anyone would be willing to listen please let me know cause I really just need support right now. Oh and did I mention this all went down on my birthday of all days. Happy birthday to me...