I don't even know where to begin... I'm 30 weeks pregnant tomorrow, moved to Ohio with my now ex fiancé back in January, he ended up sleeping with one of his moms friends March 28th and beat me up when I went through his phone and found out, I left immediately and went home to my parents in North Carolina, me being naive started talking to him again and have been every day for weeks now with the promise that he won't ever do that again and that we will be together after our son is born, but yesterday he tells me I need to move on and find someone else.. It sucks to love someone like that, to constantly have your hopes brought up and then shattered, every time I start to feel better and move on he calls or writes me and it starts all over again... Why do I keep doing this to myself ? I have no friends here which totally sucks, already had severe depression and anxiety to begin with but these circumstances and pregnancy hormones are too much.. He wouldn't let me work while I was living with him and now I'm struggling to find work cause of my big obvious pregnant belly, I have nothing for this baby because all his money went to alcohol. I'm hurt, I'm scared and I'm  tired. I don't know what to do.