I’m struggling

Ladies, I’m struggling. After miscarrying at 9 weeks, we are so heartbroken. My husband and I wanted this so badly and we aren’t going to give up on our family, but will always remember baby Quinn.

Every time I turn around, someone else is announcing their pregnancy. Something that used to make me so happy for those around me, now makes me mad, upset, and jealous. It isn’t fair. Most of these people aren’t married. The baby likely wasn’t planned. Why is it that we, a married couple, who prayed and prayed and wanted this so badly but then lost it and others don’t have any issues although they weren’t even trying or wanting this?! It makes me so angry!

I know we aren’t supposed to be jealous and I know life isn’t fair but oh my goodness, this heartache is no joke 💔