I'll try to make this as short as possible, I'm not really looking for anything other than some similar stories or support.

I'm 21 years old, third pregnancy but first baby carried to full term - she's due in 12 days! I've been friends with my husband for 5 years, dated for one year, and now married for a month! We're very happy together but I'm always afraid I'll lose him if I don't make him happy - he's never left me or threatened me with it or anything like that but my past relationship ended so bad...

I've had a horrible pregnancy- so sick all the time, short cervix, in and out of the hospital, and now at 38 weeks pregnant I'm so anemic that my Dr wanted me to get iron infusions but caught it too late so now I can't get them. they've told me ill most likely need blood transfusions after birth... and I'm so scared. all I can think about is dying and leaving my husband alone with our daughter. we have no family here...