My husband and I have been together for 13 years. we have no children together. tried for many years and just gave up.. we have had are issues in our marriage and both sides have cheated. he has multiple times and myself once while we are separated. which we are now. we have been separated for months now and are trying to work on getting back together but I can't not find myself being sexual with him. I have tried and honestly when he is kissing me or touching me I feel like I'm going to have a panic attack and that I am being viloted. next month will be one year without sex with him.. HELP.. EHAT IS WRONG W ME. WHAT DO I DO