My boyfriend had said he’d be down to do a particular sexually fantasy of mine. Tonight was the night he said he’d be down to try it out. And then when it came down to it, he became anxious and of course nothing was going to happen once he got anxious.

I told him it’s 100% okay, and that he’s fine, and it’s all good.

But when it comes down to it, and I won’t tell him, I feel awful about it. I put so much excitement into doing it tonight and then it was for nothing. And now I’m by myself going to bed and it just kinda is breaking my heart that maybe he’ll never be down for it. And I won’t ever pressure him, and I love him so it’s not like this is a deal breaker. But it’s just kinda making me really sad now. 😕😔😢

Has anyone ever had this happen? I feel so alone and stupid for having been so excited. 🙈