I'm so impatient!

Beth • Newlywed with 7 and 2 year old girls .. trying for #3
I am really hoping baby #2 is this month. 4th month trying.. It's so heart breaking. I didn't think we would have any issues.. I'm hoping I was just off on my ovulation days these last months.. I used OPK this month and hopefully it helps. Had a chemical pregnancy last month. I'm 4dpo.. AF due 5/9. Baby dust everyone!