Bad mom for formula feeding?

Me

I was sort of thrown to the wolves with this motherhood thing. I’ve been trying to breastfeed but it’s so hard and hurts me so bad 😣 she’s only two days old and I was not prepared for his. Sorry for posting so much but I can’t sleep and I don’t know what to do. The nurses are making me feel sort of bad about not wanting to breastfeed and I know breastmilk is better but it’s painful and I wasn’t ready for this