Month one and already convincing myself...

So, we got married just over a year ago and since then we’ve been having the age old debate... are we ready? Can we afford it? Have we done all of the coupley things that we want to do? For the last few months we’ve been moving closer towards ‘yes’ and finally last month we decided to try.

This month I’ve been eating healthily, taking vitamins and having sex at all the right times... I also managed to convince myself that every headache, every sore stomach, every time I felt a bit hot or a bit cold was actually a sign of being pregnant. I even stupidly took a test 5 days early... obviously negative. My husband keeps telling me that it’ll happen when it happens and that I can’t become obsessed but I’ve got to say, I’m really struggling not to.

I’m a day late but don’t think my cycle is ever spot on anyway. Trying desperately to stop myself from taking another test🙈