thinking to much

I don't know where to start so I'll just blurt it out I feel my marriage is falling apart how could it get this far down in a hole what happened how did we lose control. I feel lonely and empty at times I know my husband loves me more then anything but these past few months or should I say longer I'm not even sure at this point I feel like we lost each other. we both are annoyed easily now when around each other. we fight so much now. I don't want to let go we both are holding on but I'm afraid we will destroy each other because of it. I really want us to work he means everything to me how can we just throw away 7 years how can we throw away everything we built together how can leave every memory every kiss hug and everything we worked together for how am i suppose to try to live with out him how am I suppose to move on I just can't let go and it's killing me cause I don't want to hurt him and I don't want to feel hurt either is there away we can turn this around and re kindle I don't know what to do am I losing him did I lose my self am I just a mess I don't know