Emotional mess!

Chelsea
It's been a little over a month since I miscarried, and I got period a few days ago. And the moment it came it immediate brought back the moment I started bleeding and miscarrying. It's made me so emotional. I've also been doin homework for school and reading so many stories of women getting an abortion after finding out their pregnant and I can't help but get very emotional while reading them. I start crying immediately! I guess part of me gets jealous and angry that someone else can get pregnant and have it stick and make the choice to kill it. When I would have given anything to keep my baby. Anyone else going through this emotional roller coaster? Will it ever get easier?