lonely.

andi

i feel so alone. my best friend isnt speaking to me for no reason. my other friend just says "that sucks" when i talk to her about some things. my boyfriend is an actual asshole at the moment and hes making me feel like shit. i just feel like nobody cares about my feelings you know? my boyfriend tells me things like "youre too young to understand." but im there for him. im one of the only people here for him other than his mom and step dad. i listen, i try to help. maybe i wont understand but at least im fucking there. we literally have a two year age difference. its like my help is no help at all he just gets more pissed. my friends wont help me either. my life's a mess too. not just from people not listening to me wanting to talk about my boyfriend, i have things going on too but nobody cares. sorry for going off here. i just needed to talk