Bleeding probably miscarriaging again

I am dying this will be my third miscarriage in a year. My husband and I want another baby so bad. My daughter turned two in June and we’ve been trying for another baby since September of 2016. I had a miscarriage in December at 11 weeks, April at 8 weeks, and this baby I am 5 weeks. I thought I was prepared to not keep this one. I told my husband(who is in Korea for a year because of army) that I wasn’t attached and would be ok either way But I’m not. I started bleeding today and it’s been constant new red blood. I can’t keep doing this. I am done trying I cannot lose another one. I can’t stop crying randomly today and my two year old doesn’t understand why. She is so confused I hate it. The time for korea is +13 hours difference and I don’t know how I am going to yell my husband when he wakes up.

I know this is probably jumbled and doesn’t make much sense but I am just so distraught