feeling bad

im 17 years old and im not aloud to date yet but I have been dating this boy for 7 months now he is so sweet he doesn't pressure me to do anything,he puts up with my craziness,and he really cares for me.we have been through alot together,but we stuck through we are so intune with each other its funny.but I let him go because I feel like he needs a girlfriend that's.able to date and he can see on the weekends,its been to days now and I literally feel like I can't breath, I can't sleep much.I just needed to get that out to someone thanks for listening lady's