Tww is getting to me

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I know I'm only a short time in my tww as af is due 5/9 but I just don't feel like I'm going to get a bfp n I'm not sure but I feel as if I'm having more cm this week than last which was my fertile window but I just came of bc which would explain weird ovulation times but still hoping for my bfp sooner than later any advice would be appreciated.