My husband made me cry..

Tonight my husband and I are staying with a friend and they had more than a couple of drinks. I went to bed and soon my husband followed, I was rubbing his back and singing to him because he tends to ramble, when he says "I have something to tell you". He proceeded to tell me that he wants to go to the doctor because he thinks it's his fault that we aren't pregnant yet.. it broke my heart. his back was turn towards me so he couldn't see me cry. I kept rubbing his back and told him we would pray about it. His parents struggled with infertility for years and had multiple miscarriages (I knew before I married him). He is their rainbow baby and the love of my life. Through it all, I am incredibly blessed ✨