After 2 years of trying, I found out I was pregnant. I was married to the man I loved with all my heart and I was 3 months pregnant when he died. It was the hardest thing on me. I went into a depression while pregnant and on my doctors visit he said I would more than likely lose the baby. But now after 9 months she's here. My precious baby girl Hadley. Her daddy watches over her and loves her very much. She got to come home a few days ago and she seems to be a pretty calm baby. She likes to eat and cuddle in the bed with me. She loves to swing in her swing. And I couldn't ask for anything better.