Today I am so emotional and heartbroken 💔 with all my excitement about me and my husband becoming new parents its hit me hard that some of the people I always imagined being here aren't gonna be here my grandma meant so much to me she was my best friend had sleepovers all the time she died early due to Sorosis of the liver unfortunately an alcoholic went to her grave to tell her I was pregnant and cryed so hard my mom told her I hit me so hard she won't be here 😢

Im also so angry today my father in law was murdered 2 years ago and won't be here for his first grandchild and to this day they haven't found his killer how dare someone take this from him it isn't fair😤heres a picture of my mother in law and my father in law with my husband as a baby😤😬

I also lost my kitty last year right before my wedding he died in my arms I bottle fed him and was my child I lost him in such a tragic way and was so hard on me he was my best friend and always pictured him sitting by my feet with my pregnant belly taking naps together I miss my Bandit so much😭here a picture when he was a couple weeks old and a week before he passed😢