ANAL SEX FOR THE FIRST TIME-ish LOL HELP1️⃣8️⃣🆙

Sooo when i was 18 My Kids Father And I Were Being Kinky In The Shower

He Starts Grabbing My Butt And Saying How He Loves It ! Out of Nowhere I Felt The Worst Pain In My ASSHOLE !!!!He Sticked In In Without My Consent ! I Jumped And Felt Like I was Going To Faint !!

OHH MYYY LAWWWD ! I Had Never Felt This Pain ! BTW It Was Dry !! So Fastfoward Me And My Baby Daddy Aren't Longer Together(Not because of that situation lol) Well Ive Had Couple Of Guys That I Dated Saying They Wanted to Try Anal Because My Booty (Picture Below Of My Actual Booty)LOL

Welp I ALWAYS said No to Them Because I Always remember the pain i felt with my babydaddy so they had to be very special for me to try to give it to them which they weren't 😭😭 i can say Im TRAUMATIZED !

Now Im With The Man i want to Marry and give kids to. He's my best friend and a great step daddy to my Son .. They love each other so much .. i had never felt this way for someone or loved someone the way i do this man, and we also live together 💑💞🏠 Everything Is Great Buuuuuut Guess what ladies he wants the booty !!

I had promised him on His Bday he was getting it (Oct 6) but till this day he hasn't gotten it because

Im so scared of the pain !! BUT I DO I DOOO WANT TO GIVE IT TO HIM ! This man deserves it So Ladies if you could give me advice on how to do it with less pain because i do know it'll have some pain no matter what i would gladly appreciate it ❤️❤️❤️ oh and i also want to hear about those first time experiences 😉😉 ! T.I.A